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2007-08-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Yeah so Im blogging today again 'cos I thought the previous post sound really really wrong. Lol.

Physics test was alright (: Heh I thought I was going to fail. Anyway, got my History Graded Assignment back today. It was alright, but Ms Law(?) actually spilled water on my paper and its ahem, quite bad. ._.

Lol nevermind. Oh and we are required to wear Red for National Day this year again wtf. Aaaah I skipped it last year :P But I guess I gotta be there this year 'cos of the marchpass. Sian. :/

2007-07-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

'You know you cant get enough of orgasmic noises' - Cassandra.

Seriously man, William Beckett's voice is.. Indescribable.!
And not forgetting his sex hair.! Ha ha ha.
Oh no, I sound so wrong.
Nevermind, its just sooner or later, since I have such a boyfriend. Ha ha.!

Yeah anyway, Physics test tomorrow. I dont aim for much, just a pass will do, Since I dont plan to take Physics next year. Heh.
Alright I should be going.! Bye.!

2007-07-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

Yeah so I pratically rotted my Sunday away today. I did nothing constructive :/ But at least, I got to church yesterday.! (Grins)

Heh yesterday's service was 6 hours long& it was freezing cold inside (!!!!) I guess part of the reason why it was so cold was because of the rainy weather. And I dont wear jackets/sweaters/cardigan. So I pratically almost died inside. :/ Lol.

Okay so I just received a msg to bring construction paper to school tomorrow. I checked and I only have Pink and Purple left. Just exactly how am I going to bring these two colours for the National Day decoration? :/ Gah forget it, I doubt I'll be bringing 'em to school.

Anyway, I'm sick of my songs. D: But after the lesson Mrs Nath talked to us about downloading songs illegally, Im afraid, lol. Gah sian. Its Monday tomorrow again. >_>
Im sure you know it. It's dying.

2007-07-26T23:08:00.001+08:00

Helloooo.
Am here to blog today 'cos I thought what I posted yesterday didnt make any sense. Almost the whole post was about the weather. Lol >_>
Alright, so Im supposed to be studying for my Chinese test tomorrow but Im blogging here now. Sheesh.

Anyway, I WANT TO GO FOR PASTOR SY ROGERS THIS WEEKEND. I swear I'll find a way to get to church.

I feel like a nerd these days. Like, rushing home right after school if there isnt any cca meetings/ remedials or whatever shiatzx. My life is pathetic (!!!!!!!) Aaaaaah. I just took a peek into my diary for the schedule next week and its filled with tests/ assignments.

I.AM.GOING.CRAZY.SOON.!!!!!

Oh and hell yes.! 14 days to SingFest.!

Though I'm not sure if Im going in, but yeah I'll be there.(I hope the music's loud enough to be heard outside. Ha ha!)

Wtf I know Im slow but I havent read Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows :/ Shiz, everyone's talking about it on the first day it was released.
And Im still without a book.

I had this really bad (Okay I wouldnt really call it bad, but I just dont like it) dream the other day, it seemed so real. Lol whatever sheesh.
Its 11plus, I should be going already. Bye peopleeee.

2007-07-25T17:53:00.000+08:00

Paramore - Riot!

The weather these days' unpredictable.
The sun was sweltering hot just last week, and its raining like no one's business this week. Madness, lol.
Anyway, take care people. Don't fall ill, ha.

Alright so am rushing my Crime Prevention logbook right now. Really hope that 'll be able to complete it. Yeah blog another time. Bye.!

2007-07-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Alright. I think it's time to update my blog.

Yep like what I said in my previous post, I've gotta study 20hours per week.! Yeah and I still have like 11hours& 10minutes to go till the rest of the week.
Im gonna perservere man, although its been a long time since I really 'studied'. My brain is not helping me either, my headaches keep coming back while doing maths.
>_>
<_<
...

Anyway, I havent been going out since Monday. Heh I guess that's an achievement for me.
(Grins)
Oh and we're going over to the zoo for guides tomorrow lol. Kinda weird, but yeah hope it'll be nice (:
I.am.not.going.to.be.distracted.

2007-07-15T22:04:00.001+08:00

Quarrelled my parents in the morning 'cos they didnt want to let me go for church. So I made up some excuse about some walk at Bishan Park. Lol, I know its really stupid. But who cares.! Ha as long as I get to church (:

Academic Excellence service today was powerful.! Studying 20hours per week is not going to be easy, but yeah, for God I will. Heh.
I.dont.believe.in.you.devil. ^^v.

Yeah its school tomorrow, again. :/ Sian ha nevermind. Am meeting jess to shop after school.! & Im watching Harry Potter after shopping with some other people (:

Ha am going off to do some other things already. Take care people.! :D

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Wanyee.!
I love you.! <3
Im sorry. Its gone, already.

2007-07-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

This week passed quite fast.
No common tests, but we had quite alot of small tests.

Got back my maths test results. Ha I failed it, again.
Like, whoa damn disappointing. Its not like I didnt study, I studied kay.! :/
Aaaah face the fact man, Gwyneth, you're stupid. > D:

Anyway there's Academic Excellence service this Sunday.! Whooo.!
Hope I'll be able to find excuses to get to church.
Heh.! (Grins)

2007-07-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

School's as usual - boring, stressful, irritating (?)
Ms gwee actually requested for me to sit in the front row. What the hell man, what does she mean.? :/

Anyway, I dont know if its just me or what. Had on and off headaches for the whole day today. And I actually didnt have the stamina to run morning jog. Sighs.
Still gotta show Mrs Goh(vice-principal) that im running my rounds tomorrow morning 'cos of the wrong attire I wore last Friday. Who knows I might just faint while running. Lol.

Aaah theres like so many things to be completed. Sheesh I realise I keep complaining about school work.! Ha. Bleh. X: Shall go and rush through my art now. Bye.!
Do you realise my heart's dead, already.? I hate this.!.

2007-07-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

LiveEarth.!
LiveEarth.!
LiveEarth.!
I wore green on Saturday.! Heh.
Went out shopping at town with Janice& I bought another pair of skinnies. (Grins) White one though (:
Also I met Daniel around Bugis area, what a concidence, ha.

Anyway took me a pretty long time to find a skin that suits me. Found this skin but the background was black and the codes were screwed. But I managed to get it back in the end.! Heh thank God :D

Whoa sian.! School's reopening tomorrow. :/
Im still not used to waking up early. Aaaah there's like so many tests and the teachers keep mentioning about the upcoming exam.
Stress. stress.stress.!

2007-07-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Aaaah my blog's becoming dead. From not posting for 2days, 3days and now, 5days.? :/ Gah.
This week's alright 'cept for waking up early every morning& revision for Biology. Whoo really hope I can do well.! Ha.

Anyway today was pretty unlucky for me D: Firstly I forgot to bring my wallet and then I had exactly 50cents left for my bus ride home and while replying a msg, a 10cent rolled into some drain and I was damn pissed, lol. But still, managed to board the bus. Lol thank God (:

Tonight's boring D:

2007-07-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hey people.! Ha. Just came back from Zone F's service. One word- Powerful :D Didnt stay back for the movie though, used some stupid excuse to get out of house so couldnt stay for long :/

Sian ha, but nevermind. (: There's no school tomorrow ^^v.
Bleh, guess Im going to sleep my day away. X:
Wahahaha and you're damn cute.!

2007-06-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

Whooo such a relief.! Maths test is finally overrrrr. Though Im pretty sure I did quite badly, but still I did my best.! Heh (: I really hope I'll get a pass at least.

Hmm then met a few friends at Cityhall after school, was quite fun. We sat almost for the whole time till 8+. Haha. (:

Whoa sian tomorrow got some guides activity at SJI. I want to go for church service. D: Haiya nevermind la, anyway Monday's YouthDay and that means theres no school.! ^^v
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Heres a quiz (:

Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names .

1. I dislike rabbits.
2. I like going to church :D
3. I like purple. (Haha.)
4. I love History. X:
5. I like to drink.
6. I dont like going home.!

Next 6 lucky people i'm tagging.

N1- Daryl.
N2- Seeyi.
N3- Jomain.
N4- Nen Que.
N5- Yen Ler.
N6- Pui San.

Ha its not an obligation. Do it if you're free (:

2007-06-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

(!!!) Screw blogger man.! Like what the hell, was typing a post and it suddenly went back to Dashboard -.- It always happens. :/ Zzz.

Whoa its like only the second day since school reopened, and I already have loads of work to do. Worst thing is, I feel sleepy all the time (!!!). Am like trying my best to keep awake during lessons but to no avail. :/

Today was alright I guess. Except for the Morning Jog thing, ha. Like, whoa. 13 people in a class skipped morning jog together.! Lol, fortunately Ms Susan Lim didnt say much but we still gotta run 6 rounds in the end.

Lol anyway, Im really glad that PanLaoShi is not teaching us any longer.! Like, whooo. Ha X: Though the new Chinese teacher aint anywhere better, but still, I just dont like PanLaoShi. Haha!

Mrs seah is still the same. She kept picking on me okay, like what the hell. She keeps asking me to not disturb people who wants to learn Maths, when the fact is Im not even talking, nor distracting her lesson. Madness. Whatever.

Hmmm I guess that's about all.? Ha yeah man. Just reblogging for the sake of someoneeee.! Haha, love you la (:

2007-06-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

Heh spent my day with Cassandra yesterday and we celebrated our 3rd month anniversary.! Got cheated of my money just because of a TakingBackSunday shirt. Screw BlackHaven's Auntie man. :/ Whdvr.

Went off to RafflesPlaceShoppingCentre & we conquered the DonutFactory queue.! Whoo the donuts tasted heavenly, I swearrrr. And then we bought instant noodles and we lunched by the river at Esplanade. 'So romantic worzxz' Wahaha.!

But we didnt get our poptarts in the end.! It was out-of-stock D:
Sian ha, nevermind we're going to get it for our 4th month anniversary.! Ha ha ha.

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Today was madness :D

Lol as usual, we met up at CityHall and bought 2 cups of instant noodles each.! Wahaha, then we went crazy looking for mushrooms.! Whoa then we went into PanPacificHotel and we looked damn wrong.! Bleh.

Then we went over to HarveyNorman and started sitting on their sofas X: Lol we're gonna get that white and super soft sofa.! Whoooo.! Heh. Then we went over to Candy Empire and Qingcai kept forcing me to touch the gummy lizard -.- Lol.!

Hmm then we left not long after D: 'Cos im actually grounded so I had to reach home before my dad comes home. :/
Sian right.! Ha aiya dont care la. I've got games to play tonight.!!! :D Wahaha.
Life.is.nothing.without.you.

2007-06-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm today was alright I guess.? Ha.
HDB was fixing some wires at my block, so the electricity for my house was cut off :/ Whoa sian, so decided to go out to study. HAHA.
But as expected, we ended up watching Fantastic 4 instead. Hmm the show's just so-so, wouldnt really recommend it.

Hmm then Seeyi gotta leave after the movie, so I went to look for Fiona, Sylvest and some other people at Marina Square's arcade. Then we headed to ToysRus and Macdonalds. Walked around then went off too.

Ugh sian, Qingcai's not coming online tonight D:

You.have.stolen.my.heart.

2007-06-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

RedRain today.!
Ha was really glad that I could attend :D
Thank God.!

Went for Maths tuition in the morning and then rushed off for RedRain.!
Whoo Melissa came, but Cassandra was sick so she backed out D:
Sian ha, but still enjoyed myself (:
& I saw Jolyn.! Ha.

Met Qingcai after that and we went to buy Father's Day gift together, ha.
We were walking along the streets of Orchard and we took around an hour to actually get our gifts. Ha then we walked around and now Im home (:

Am currently very inspired. Thank you for having faith in me. I've learnt alot from you.! I believe God gave us the same birthdate for a reason.! (:

2007-06-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

Camp's over.!

Ha can finally get some sleep at home though i'll prolly end up tearing to bed :/ Ugh I have mixed emotions in me. Actually Im not too sure how Im feeling either. Lol all I know its that I dont want to say Goodbye.

All these came too sudden. I havent got a chance to do many things, but time doesnt wait for people. I want to talk more during patrol meeting with all the people who are leaving. I have truckloads of stuff in my heart that I want to say.

Elissa, I will miss you alot. Do jiayou in your new patrol (: I'll never forget the times we had. The times we went out together. The time we went to buy your ipod together. And for the last time, I think you're really cute. Ha.

And to the sec4s. Thnks for everything you've done to make Flowerpeck how it is like today. I'll try my best. Seeyou guys soon.!

Okay I should get some sleep right now. My eyes are so lifeless. To think I cried so much in school today. Malu shit. Lol.

2007-06-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm these few days were great. (:

Attended Pastor Joakim's [Schools Senimar] on Sunday. Im sure St Nicks' gonna see revival!. Whooo .
Red Rain, Red rain.! ^^

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Today's alright. Was on the way to Spotlight to buy felt and I met Teck Khang.! Lol so coincidential. And eh, try to quit yeah. Take care. (:
Bought felt and then I went over to church to meet Jomain. And then we were off to buy my s.k.i.n.n.i.e.s.! :D

Searched cityhall but theres wasnt my size, so we went over to Bugis, yeah (: Got it and went back to church, ha. Slacked awhile and then went off to CityHall with Esther. Lol had loads of fun laughing.! (:

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Camp in two days time.! Ugh sian :/
I'll miss people, and especially you :D

2007-06-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's outing to Sentosa was great. Suntanned, and now there's a colour contrast on my back (: Heh used to have it but it went off D:

Hope it doesnt go off so fast this time.! Ha.

Met Fiona and HuiHui really early in the morning at Harbourfront Interchange. Headed to ToysRus and we started to act gay X:

Hmm then YiQing came to look for us and we proceeded to the arcade. Played a few games and met up with the other guys.

Bought a mat for suntanning while waiting for Sylvest and his friend to come and meet us. After that, we bought the tickets for the monorail to Sentosa ^^

Most of us wore all black so we were sweating profusely.! Changed into our beachwear and immediately went to suntan :D

Siloso Beach :D

Hmm then we went to Palawan Beach's 7-11 to have our lunch. Bathed and headed to 7-11 (again) &Worm bought vodka for us ^^

After drinking, we went to watch the Musical Fountain.

Pretty eh? :D

Hmm then we left Sentosa after that. Left first 'cos I went to meet a friend. Yeah was back around 10plus (:

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No amount of words can describe how I feel for you.

2007-06-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

Monday
Outing with janice& emily!
But emily left after a short while, so that left janice and me to shop.
I.SWEAR.I.AM.GOING.TO.GET.THAT.PAIR.OF.SKINNIES.!
skinnies, you've gotta wait for me!

Tuesday
Whoa damn fun luh. Went out to work with Tenna, Natazsha, Nurul, Gerald& Joshua.
Earned around 10bucks. (:
We walked from Bugis to Esplanade !!!
Nice day!

Wednesday
Overslept and woke up at only 7.45am
Reached school at 8.45am then we did tent pitching
What the hell man, my face's a lil sunburnt due to the sun :/

Gah not sure if im going out tomorrow.
If got work, then yeah ^^
Heh.

2007-06-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

Aaah what the hell.
I'm so messed up.
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2007-06-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hell yes! Im over the moon!
Say bye to science tuition! Ha ha.
Like, uh how many months of torture!
ANDDDD I can attend RedRain already!
Whooo I love God! :D
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My mom's over in the States right now.
Initially I thought life would be better, but my dad restricts me from going out on the weekends.
What the hell.
I.Want.To.Attend.Church.
Desperately.
Ha nevermind, I believe with God's grace, they'll understand someday.
Im still believing and am not giving up, even after all these 10 months. (:

Havent been working recently 'cos firstly we couldnt find any jobs, and also due to our busy schedule filled up with cca, cip, going out, etc.
Moneyyyyyy :/ Lol.

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Heres an overlook of my week.

Monday- Shopping with HopeChurch people. Ahh I missed you guys truckloads!
Tuesday- Outing with Cassandra in celebration of our 3rd month! :D
Wednesday- Guides. -.-
Thursday- Nenque!
Friday- SENTOSAAAAA :D

Am going to work/do cip most probably next week or something.
Not planning to study or do any homework. Ha ha.
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To the one whose always there for me.
Do study hard for your two papers!
Defeat the killer paper, Amaths !!! Ha.
Remember that Im behind you always.
<3

2007-06-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm life's been okay these days (:
(I think I know why! Haha.)

Oh and I went to make a Reddddd spectacle on Sunday!
Gay! Ha.

Just went for a haircut today with fiona.
Waited at lakeside mrt for the whole one hour :/
And she arrived only at 5.30.!
Ha nevermind, so we went to cut and her friend joined her afterwards.
So I left first and went home.

You're the thing that keeps me going everday!
<3

2007-05-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today was hilarious! Heh.
After maths remedial, I rushed out of school to Macdonalds to change out of my school uniform before meeting Tenna.

Took train to Kebangan(?)
Then we followed that Job's instruction, ended up at this ulu hdb void deck. Ha but we didn't dare to approach that guy, then we saw 3 girls walking there too. They seemed to be also working the same stuff as us, so we went to approach the guy together.

(Tenna's holding the green tea. Me holding the soap, lol!)

We were told to go door-to-door to sell some organic soap& green tea.
First thought that appeared in my mind was 'Whoa sian man, like who wants to buy organic soap& green tea?'
Lol, but still we went to try a few levels.
Whoa I tell you, as expected, nobody bought T-T
Lol, I see the soap dont even dare to touch man! Ha according to that guy, still can cure all kinds of skin diseases o.O
In the end, we ended up slacking on the stairs opening their products haha. Damn funny please, then we met up with the other 3 girls and decided to tell the guy that we dont want to work anymore X:

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Yeah, so me and tenna left for Bugis, in search for a new job. (Walk-in Interview)
Lol, but most of them are either hiring people above 16 or 14 (After birthday). Unfortunately, my birthday is still a long way. > D:
Sorry Tenna!

Lol then we were trying to find 7-11 to buy newspaper to see if there were any jobs available. Walked around and ended up queuing up for 'The Pirates Of The Caribbean- At World's End'
Funny thing is, we haven't work yet and we're already spending money on a movie!
Haha whdvr, then on the way to the cinema, we stopped at Kinokuniya and saw Newspapers!
Whoo bought them, but I dont know where it is now X:

The movie was pretty okay, but I prefer SpiderMan. Ha, was falling asleep during the first part, lol.
Yeah that's about all.
Tenna, cannot slack already! Flyers flyers, here I come!
Lol.

2007-05-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

Haven't been doing anything constructive since the holidays started.
Went out with fiona and sylvest on friday.
I wanted to get TakingBackSunday band shirt but to no avail. Ugh.
Searched Orchard, Cityhall and Bugis but still dont have /:
So I bought MyChemicalRomance in the end.
Went to YouthPark to see people skate& Sylvest zilian! Ha.
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Was supposed to get my phone today but didn't in the end.
Sian ha, I think tomorrow ^^v
Heh.

Whoo am going to work with Tenna during June Holidays.
Money money! LOL.
And after earning enough money, 'll go and fill my cupboard up with more clothes! Ha, sick of those clothes I have in my cupboard! Sheesh.

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Anyway, my mom didnt say anything about the ParentsMeetingSession. Lol I smell something fishy.
Haiya dont care, as long never scold me can already. Ha.

Puisan my Term2 tablemate!
I'll miss you truckloads man! > D:
And your gummies! Heh.
Those honeystars, crackers, sweets we shared under the table& times we got into trouble with Mrs Seah, and also times we go totally crazy together!
I.Will.Not.Forget.You.! <3
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Thanks for spending the afternoon with me finding phones, and laughing over certain Ahem phones 2626 Heh.
You've been a joy to me.
Thanks for always being there <3

2007-05-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

Whoo I am so delighted man!
The holidays that I've been awaiting for so long are here!
Like, finally!
Ha thank God for helping me pull through these last weeks of this term [:

Heh, my PPR wasnt so bad afterall.
I was like, ' God... Please let me get at least 60% for my overall'
Ha then when I saw that I improved, my eyes were like O.O
Seriously! I even flipped to the cover to check if it was my name, heh.
It wasn't very well done because many others scored around 70+
But still! Ha.

Dont take too long to say I love you to the ones you love.
'Cos time has a habit of slipping away.

2007-05-23T23:25:00.001+08:00

Ahhhh PPR tomorrow!
I'm nervous. I'm scared. I'm afraid.
Actually I sortof have a gut I won't be doing as well as Term 1.
Hope for the best (?) Ha.

You've gotta trust me. I'm not letting go so easily.
<3

2007-05-21T23:52:00.001+08:00

I feel you.
I feel love.

Ha ha ha.

2007-05-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

Lol today was great (?)
Though I felt very sleepy and wanted to faint. :/
So I skipped guides and went home to rest.

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Woke up feeling better, so I decided to look for Jomain and church people to play basketball [:
Went for dinner and then according to Cheryl, 854 can go to YioChuKang Mrt, but in the end it didnt :/
So we ended up at this damn ulu place at around 9.30
Scary okay! Ha, then got lightning somemore.
Lol, but fortunately theres this guy who helped us find our way, ha.
Though I dont know him, but yeah Thankyou ^^
Reached home at 10.15.

Ahh tired tired! Haha, Daryl fly home now!
Haha talk to meeeee [:

2007-05-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

As usual, life hasn't been too great for me these 2 weeks :/
I'm sick of complaining about teachers and school stuff in my blog.

I know I've been saying this for the 253874590285th time, but I really cannot wait for June Holidays to come, like ugh!
Ha.

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Did a blood test today, the nurse injected me 6 times okay!
SIX FRUCKINGXCZX TIMES!
Her excuse was ' I couldnt find your vein '
Ahhhhhh, so I saw the needle going in and out 6 times.
Was shaking after the test X:

And the doctor advised me to use SUNBLOCK.
I was pleading the doctor because I really don't want to look fair.
I mean like, can you imagine Gwyneth with fair skin?
Disgusting, Disgusting!

But in the end, I had to listen to the doctor.
Tsk who cares man! I'm still going to tan!
Heh~!

Anyway, thanks for cheering me up with those ahemahem jokes yesterday [:
Really glad that I got to know you. Ha.
Take care& Get well soon Daryl.

2007-05-13T00:31:00.001+08:00

yeah just a quick update on my week and saturday
as usual, friday sucked.
had a quarrel with panlao over the project (all my group members went for jubilate), so apparently she took this chance to pick on me
she started her nonsense by saying that i will never improve forever and said i have a bad attitude and crap /:
gah was quite frustrated at first but didnt really affect me later on

met jess after school at orchard
jess paid for my clothes and lunch [:
thankyou i love you ha (:
have a nice trip in hongkong! bon voyage!
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went for girlguides early in the morning
had tests and tentage
then went home to change and grabbed something to eat
before leaving house for my cousin's wedding
now then reach home
ha tomorrow got stuffs on somemore, sian eh! :/

vinson! have a blessed marriage :D

2007-05-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Ahhh im like going crazy (or perhaps i already am)
Why?
One answer - MRS SEAH

Yeah i failed maths, so?
I mean i cant deny i felt disappointment though i acted normal and happy, DOES SHE HAVE TO RUB IT IN?

I dont mind annoucing this here, since she've already told the class.
' gwenna can you listen to maths, you have gotten 6 and this shows what kind of person you are '
WHATEVER MAN.

Like wtf, she wants those who failed to go for remedial.
Wanlin said she dont want go eh, sian.
Im saying this from my heart.
- I dont mind going for maths remedial
- I dont mind working hard for maths
- I dont mind sacrificing my sleep time everyday just to practise maths
BUT WHY IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE MUST MY MATHS TEACHER BE HER.

You guys should really see how horrible she looks like
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?p=e&pid=0&rid=297914880&uid=27250553#pic=0582641244

Yeah man, i'll make sure she doesnt have a good time tomorrow.
:D

2007-05-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary, Cass!
4 people wished us :D
Heh, at least we didnt sing the 'Dont matter' for nothing!
We'll go back and get that band shirt tgt someday okay!
Ha like, we've even planned what to do for the 3rd and 4th month anniversary, heh.
Thanks for today, love.
& Uhm for following me to get that black pants Ahem (:

Habcreeps is down! Like, urgh no game to play > D:
Nevermind, had my brain going for, around 3 hours just now.
Had to settle some stuffs /:

And uh, for elephant, stop hurting yourself.
Good luck with what youre aiming to have now ^^

I.Cant.Wait.For.School.Holidays!

2007-05-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, life gets f cukedup

Wasnt in a very good mood today /:
Dont know why, felt sleepy for the whole day.

Accidentally cut myself with a rusty penknife during art /:
Hope it doesnt get infected or i'll die, lol.
Ahh i have completely no mood to go school, i cant wait for June Holidayyyyysss!

I'm sick of all these.
I need a break.
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Few more hours to our 2nd month anniversary, Heh~!
Going shopping for clothes together tomorrow :D
Seeyou my love!

2007-05-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

this whole week is screwed.

during the 2faith ppt presentation
i was just talking and tossing some random coins
& gwee just came from behind and SMACKED.MY.BACK
damn it, who does she think she is?
SHE.DOESNT.DESERVE.A.RIGHT.TO.HIT.ME
and she screamed at me and asked me to get out
whdvr it is, brenda was outside too :D
and we chatted, called tenna to complain HA HA HA.
lol tenna you've gotta help me!

afterwards, she started her chantings, about how ununited our group were and shiatzxz
i started to reason with her about its not TOTALLY our fault because their presentation cant sustain our attention, which is a fact (and this is also a part of the marking scheme)
i mean, like hello? im not the only one talking? bloody bitch.
seeyi stood up for us, and ms gwee said she'll call her parents
whdvr luh, who knows she might just die of an heartattack before she can click the button call
but! if she wants to call parents, that means we've succesfully irritated her! :D
limwenjing, someday i'll stab your back with a knife.

lol then it was guides, had to write some promotion reflection
didnt really know what to write, though /:

---
new song, i found the old one emo X:
with all those screamings, heh.

Rong lie loves domokuns, do you?

2007-05-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

met up with jessica yesterday!
oh man, i miss her okay!
ha thanks for teaching me bio, and i still remembered how you went crazy over the salivary glands X:
Heh, see you soon again! :D

---
gah i wanna sleep and never wake up
my dreams are like whoa, ha (:
i even dreamt of orangebowl just now X:
orangebowl uncle showed me his recipe!
HAHAHA, yeah man wishful thinking of mine.

anyway my hp died on me today la, sian manzxz!
yak /:

---
went to Jack's Place for lunch with kristel& seeyi
am not going to post any pictures pfffttt /:
kristel took a retarded picture of me! > D:
nevermind, im a nice person, Heh~!

im gonna finish up my home ecs, and then SLEEEP :D
byebye (:

2007-04-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

ha today was fine but tiring /:
yak.

---
mrs seah was ~~unsually~~ talking nicely to me
' gwenna, please wake up and listen to maths, its good for you. '
-ignores her-
' gwenna, are you unwell? '
-ignores her-
' gwenna i know you dislike me, but please listen to maths'
-continues ignoring her-
LOL, so for the whole lesson i treated her like invisible as if there was no teacher sheeeshhh.

panlao is perverted okay!
she stares at people's legs and start smiling sheepishly /:

Puisan went back home early today! D:
Do get well soon, tablemate!
I'll get snoopy chips for you on wednesday!
Love you! Haha.

---
hmm did napfa five items after school today.
my sitandreach sucked > D:
super tired, but still, we ran around the track to train for napfa 2.4
& makeup for morning jog yep.

went toilet to camwhore before heading to kbcc to get our cardboard for macbeth play.
jomain left, so me and kristel were left to finish up our props
hid at some corner of our classroom so that we wont get caught
(we aint supposed to use the classroom after 4+)

had many moments we-thought-we-were-going-to-get-caught and but finally we finished up our props and left at 7.30

reached home at around 8.30 and my father screamed at me for not telling him what time i coming home -.-
gah shant say much.

---
hmm chatted with Ronglie yesterday night (:

lol and finally,

(:

lol madness.
Heh~!

Ronglie im assured you'll dream of pigs tonight! :D

you'll never understand, anyway

2007-04-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

yeah as expected, green house was the ~~last~~.
lol, at least i enjoyed myself today! :D
had loads of fun with tenna, chuanping& jomain.
its been a while since i hung out with tenna& chuanping
missed the times we had in sec1 man!
we love soccer-ing, eating& AIR-CONING WAHAHAH!
chuanping, come online! pictures pictures :P

am quite in a good mood 'cos there isnt much homework this weekend. theres like, only our speech to memorise, bio to study& home ec portfolio :D

gah i have things on tomorrow, otherwise i'd go for service /:
hmph.

ohmygosh thankgod manxzxz!
i was typing rubbish for my password 'cos i wanted to enter my cbox acc
& tada it worked okay!
whooo, so as you can see, new format (:
do tag okay! wahahahha.

2007-04-27T00:53:00.001+08:00

I hate maths tests! /:

idk why, i wasnt in a rush to complete the maths paper today. did everything so slowly, droned on each question for very long. while doing the test, i ate the muffin baked during home ecs X:
left many of the questions blank, kind of sure i'll score a single digit for this maths test.
tsk i think there's something wrong with me.

anyway i have a clock sitting partner!
wahaha, she tries to liven/wakes me up whenever i slouch and moan on the table
im a radio according to her S:
bleh.
---

sports day tomorrow
im pretty sure my house (ahem) isnt going to clinch the first place this year
its pratically the house that has the less points now /:

but who cares man!
i get to report at 3 tomorrow :D
wahhahaa okay gotta go sleep already!
nights people!

2007-04-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

yo everybody, there is MATHS TEST tomorrow
yeah manzxz, i can tell my death's nearing /:
i mean its okay(?) if i dont do my maths homework, but i dont even bother to copy the maths homework from others and hand in
argh fruckingzxz shiatxzxz!
tsk i was trying to do maths just now, but somehow my eyes closed, &when i woke up from my daze, i realised i wrote 'i.hate.maths' on the paper. whoosh X:

theres retest for tomorrow's tingxie& total defence badge deadline
i am super exhauseted and lethargic already
one more day ONE MORE DAY before its sports dayyyyyy /:

maths is taking a hell load of my time sheesh

2007-04-23T20:11:00.001+08:00

enjoyed myself today ^^v
went iceskating with jiahui, peizhen& seeyi
(Grins)

---

met jiahui at 8.30am then followed her to yishun to get her gloves and shoes

took a picture of our shadow on our way there (:

then went to look for the rest before heading to fuji icepalace (:

pictureeeessss.

(z, i look retarded)

i was guiding peizhen wahahhaha :D

there was also this national skator skating very fast.
SCARY, and he whizzed past me, whoosh all the ice landed on me /:
saw some other sec2 st nicholas girls too.

left and took neossss.

(sorry for ugly colours)

went to lunch, then walked around bishan.
could see loads of sn people everywhere we went.

when it was about 4+, peizhen and jiahui left.
so seeyi& i headed to taka.
things got emotional on the train, and we started bitching about .......
everybody was starring us.
screw her !@#$%

walked around, bought a bag, then went off
wasnt too early and we havent done any homework shiatxzx yet

gotta go, bye!

2007-04-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

flames to dust; lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end?

---
after a hectic week, ive decided to take a break and blog ha
im starting to feel the pressure
its kind of hard for me to adapt to all this studying after slacking for one whole year last year /:
tests& logbooks are also stressing me out with all those deadlines to meet
i guess i gotta manage my time well
i cant go on like that, i'll die sooner or later

maths is boring the hell out of me
mrs seah is against me, ~~no doubt im against her also~~ X:
' GWENNA CAN YOU STOP TALKING CAN YOU STOP TALKING LOOK AT ME '
whoa obviously i didnt give a damn la
she should be happy enough IM.COPYING.HER.NOTES though i dont understand lol
yeah enough about her, she makes my blood boil

---
theres a trip to science centre tomorrow morning
like EARLY in the morn? /:
sianzxzxzz!

anyway, CONGRATUALTIONS TO SNSO FOR GOLD WITH HONOURSSSS :D

2007-04-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

met nenque at bugis burgerking yesterday to catch up (:
was really really late, sorry!
but we decided to leave 'cos the aircon was very cold /:
walked around bugis juncion& found pastamaniaaaa!
lol enjoyed eating, then went off.

---
skipped school today 'cos i wasnt feeling very well yesterday
met seeyi at amk and we went to get our MCs at the polyclinic
we waited like super long la
& seeyi was complaining alr hahaha
got our MCs finally and left

walked at toapayoh for a while
acted like crazy kidssss :D

was raining heavily, so she came to my house
ate and we started to play computer games LOL
kept us entertained till she went home later

sheeesh, why am i still feeling tired /:
i slept like 13 hours yesterday X:

2007-04-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

happy 1st month baby.
ha though there were times we didnt have much to say to each other, and almost broke up for the stupidest reasons on earth, you know
Istillloveyou ~!
Heh.
hope you like your present!
seeyou tomorrow my love :D

tsk shut up shirley.

wahaha imma happy girl 'cos my mp3 is back to life again!
yeah manxzx, im ferrying honey stars to school tomorrow :D

i didnt bring my maths text home on purpose tsk
cos i didnt want to do maths homework
so im very free this weekends wahahha!

tsk take care of your wound manxz! & yourself also ha (:

2007-04-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

whoa my second mp3 player died on me today!
it just froze when i wanted to charge
the screen is empty, but the blue light is up for like 4 hours already.
i tried clicking all the other buttons but nothing happened /:

got worried and i searched through the net for answers
bcos the shop doesnt open on weekends, that means i have to wait for like, 2 more days if i wanted to send it for repair
(i'll die without music)

'I just got this mp3 player yesterday and I was listening to a song and it froze none of the buttons worked. Dont be afraid because you just have to let it sit there until the battery dies and then you restart it! '

'I've had a couple probs with my mp3 such as this "freeze up" as Jomomma talked about. I called the shop and was walked through a solution to this one time problem. You are to remove the four small screws from the backing plate then remove it, exposing the battery. Once inside, remove the battery and press down and hold the on/off button for 20 seconds then reinsert the battery. Since I've done this (as promised) I have never had this happen again.'

hmm really hope these will help.
currently waiting for the battery power to die down
20 more hours?
long way to go manxzx!

2007-04-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

whoa siannnn, failed my flora and fauna logbook /:
!@#$%

its weird, when i sleep longer, i tend to feel sleepy during class.
was rushing flora and fauna yesterday, so i slept at around 2 but i wasnt really tired in class today o.O

havent been listen to maths lessons for the whole week
mrs seah seem to have given.up.on.me
i was cutting paper the other day, copying bio notes, sleeping and today i was doing chinese right in front of her, she didnt care.
i mean im serious i dont mind failing maths bcos i really cant do maths
its like i think i can do something more constructive during maths lesson other than trying(?) to understand maths but to no avail.

&Youshuang was very funny during home ec today
and our thosai (?) failed, lolzxz.
my.pan.kept.sizzling i mean it, there was alot of smoke /:

PC period was scary~!
Heh.

Easter Easter!
(Grins)

2007-04-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

join MurderGweeSociety everyone!
man, the thought of her just makes me feel like strangling her, lol.

whoa damn zai please.
she was asking who ate in class before to stand up.
WHOLE CLASS STAND (includes monitors& guaikias)
heard that she actually wanted to send those who ate in class out of class, but when she saw the whole class stand she speechless.
wahahaha.

shes like super super super unreasonable.
limitations of english, dont know what word to replace super super super.
like, SUPER can already la.

ive got a gut shes gonna get sacked soon or smth
like dont know how many more freaking months before shes gone
zzz, lol.
X:

geog test tomorrow siannnnn /:

2007-04-02T21:33:00.001+08:00

its nice to have seating partner who is addicted to honey stars,
laugh at every single thing for no reason with you,
teaches you maths (wahahahha!)
share sweets with youuuuu :D
puisan's my loveeeeeee.

lol, i still love cassandra :D
tsk i will not let shirley snatch you awayyyyy.
anyway, we saw this 'the cassandra virus' book in the library
and nice me (X:) borrowed it for you to read :D

seeyouuu at four seasons a few days later.
HAHAHHAA.

2007-04-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

idk, i think my dreams are ~~weird~~
they seem to repeat and continue from where it stopped the previous night
& theres this confusion in my dream and the reality
bleh, dont know what am i talking about

havent done my chinese compo& jubilate cubism poster
MATHS lesson tomorrow
mrs seah im coming manxzx!

i feel so fruckingxzx sick !@#$%
i wanna cut hairrrrr!

anyway, Easter Monday is coming :D

2007-03-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

'I love my emo girlfriend.
GWEN IS MY HOMIE PRINCESS BIATCH AND SHE LOVES IT!
Baobeiixzxzxz184! (LMAO)'

:D
Ha ha ha.

New skin& new song (?)
The links are kind of messy, but im lazyyy /:
Lol whdvr, enjoy :D
drowsynesssss /:

2007-03-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

Feel so totally drained out now luh, but i know im not the only one going through this.
Without you, this wouldnt have been ~~succesful.~~
Im sure we'll see salvation! :D

Woah pon school pon school pon school!
Really cant stand it alreadyyyyyyy.
!@#$%!@#$%

Slept during bio lessons, cut paper during maths lesson, slacked in English lesson /:
Die manzxzxx!

2007-03-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Whoa today was an eye-opener for many of us i guess.

When we were going down the chartered bus, there was already a guy behind the gates clapping his hands and jumped around, signalling us to go inside.
Of course, everybody was freaked out.

We haven't even entered the mentally and physically disabled home yet.

Walking in the gates with my heart leaped into my mouth, many more started to stand around us. I was holding everybody's hands who were around me wearing St Nicholas pinnafore, lol.

Tension filled the air as the person there started telling us about the home.
Some of them just started jumping, then Carmen& Danica cried.

Before the trip, Ms Gwee and Mrs Nath has already somewhat told us what are we going to expect, but never have I expected it to be like that.

When they were performing a dance for us to watch, I couldnt even relax and really enjoy the performance. All I did was keep looking at my surroundings, lol.

& Estherbelle was so brave please.
She held this guy who was about 16 or 17 years old hands.
And uhm later something really traumatising happened.
Everybody then started to avoid that guy.

Later he started beckoning people to go to him (& obviously no one did), so he walk towards us.
He then wanted to hold Seeyi's hand luh.
Then later Seeyi kept walking away, and he kept following.
He gripped her shoulders luh (Damn!)
So she started crying, then one of them started to push him away from seeyi, and shouted at him to stop bothering seeyi.
I think that guy has a heart! Ha.

Then that same guy went to harass my emo boyfriend.
Screw him manxzz!
So I just kept following them, to make sure he doesnt touch my boyfriend.
Ha ha ha.
& he didnt do anything, otherwise I'll bash him up manzxz!
Ha ha.

So we started to mingle around.
There was this guy who kept talking loudly.
' Saint Nicholas Girls School Dance Competition, First winner, etc etc etc.'
He just kept talking for the whole session we were there.
While there was one who kept dancing.
& Not that bad also loh, hahaha.

Well, the best impression I had was that guy who stood up for Seeyi
Im praying for tomorrow.

2007-03-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

damn tired& stressed can, but i will not give up! :D
whoooo really hope the school approves our proposal.
we've gone through quite alot together already.
lets dash for the last 100m!
JIAYOU.

g& j !

2007-03-20T12:07:00.000+08:00

woah like !@#$%
dntknw why, ever since my dad used the comp, its been lagging /:
it wont load macbeth for me! > x(

so stressed sehhhh.
got chem test tomorrow the tomorrow.
but considering now its already past 12, so yup.
tomorrow /:
DIE.

anyway ms gwee was telling us that our class is ranked 4/11 in the whole level.
but for term 1 results, we were ranked 8/11. (includes the express class)
:P

2007-03-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

rushed for dance prac at 9 yesterday morning.
was late 'cos i got the timing wrong /:

there was supposed to be proj meeting, but cancelled in the end.
so i left for toapayoh to see css2 auditions& support my friend :D
met siaoyi and we went to the backstage to see css1 contestants.
then suddenly siaoyi just tugged me and she ran up to the 2nd storey.
so i just ran after her, and then she said she saw
sijia (xishi), brian(15yuan) and chuxuan(enna/niki) who were acting in fireflies.

they were hiding amongst the crowd luh.
thank god siaoyi's eyes were like powerrrrr hahaha.
:D

got their signature and they signed twice for us :D
took pics with sijia(xishi) too.

hmm then later on the way back, we saw daren.
he was walking past us.
so we were struggling to get siaoyi's notebook out of her bag.
so i just snatched and chiong lols :D
& we got his signature hohoho!

I GOT RENFRED'S ONE TOO :D
i have two already hahahaaa.

hmm then spotted some pple ive seen online before.
yep.

then later went home to change and chiong for bbq at chinara/elissa's condo :D
nice patrol outing :D
just a pity junyin never come /:
& my slippers broke -.-
LOL.

nevermind, back to the story.
our chicken wings all chaotah :D
hahahah.
& i kept eating the cheese hotdog.
heh.

played games then pple started to leave.
so i left also.
then i reached home at 11pm /:
dead tired.

& i have danceprac and acs(i) campfire later /:

i want my holidayyyyys! LOL.

2007-03-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

Post gone, pictures gone. /:
Just because i pressed the back button (to clear some typo errors)?
And it went back to Dashboard -.-
Screw Blogger!

Hmm i guess this post will be shorter?
Im too lazy to type it all over again /:

---
Tuesday

Received a call from Ayu at about 12+.
She told me to meet her 'cos Cassandra pangseh-ed her.

Poor thing.

She was wearing her aunt's shoes.
Somehow, i guess it didnt suit her, and she started to have alot of blisters.

See the blue and yellow plaster? /:

Called Seeyi to come, and Cassandra turned up later too.
Then we headed to Bugis.

After following Ayu and Cassandra to get their eyeliner.
We went to the library? LOL.

i like :D

hmm, then 'cos the toilets on the 12th/13th floor (i cant remember) were empty.
So we chionged into the guys toilet and took this :D

X:

Went to Ajisen to eat, then Starbucks to drink.

Yeah i know it doesnt really look appetizing, but it does in real life! :D

---
Tuesday

Went for dance prac.
Cheryl taught us the 4th set.
Attendance was low /:

---
Today

Went to meet Nenque after her tabletennis training.
Was waiting outside Cityhall Mrt for her.

Then this guy with alot of piercings (mouth, tongue ear, everywhere lah) came to approach me.
He was asking me to donate, and it was for the ex-convicts.
So i donated lor, and he gave me a pen.

After 5 minutes, another approached me -.-
He was asking me to donate again, and he told me to help him finish up his last pen.
/:

Learnt my lesson and went into the Mrt station to wait for her.
When we walked out of the Mrt station together, another approached us -.-

Wah, like diaos!
Lol so didnt really care and continued :D

Headed to Esplanade. (On the way to Marina Square)
The toilets are nice! :D
(Lol, yes im a toilet fanatic -.-)

Yeah, then there was this Caucasian lady around her fifties commented on our laughter X:

'Girls these days ...'

Lol, then we laughed even louder haha.

Then went to Jack's Place to lunch.

Tsk, Nenque ate very slowly X:

But i also cannot say anything, somebody busy smsing worrrr.

HAHA.

Then uhm went to Contennium Tower to look for Shaun (Nenque's so-called friend)

Lol, the buildings there so class!

Look! :D

Then walked around Millenia Walk.

Wanted to find a toilet, but ended up in a Nursing Room lols!

The nursing room's so nice.

We treated it like our own home, lols [:

There's even a chair! :D

Cam-whored!

Some are still with Nenque.

Hurry come online!! :D

Main focus here is Nenque.

She's zilianing hahaha! X:

Eh and if you realised, im sitting down! :D

Lol idk what happened to Nenque's paper!

> x(

Hmm then it was time so we went back to meet Shuan after his work.

Yeah then sat MRT and Nenque came to my house (:

She was doing Maths dilligently luh!

Haha, then sent her to Bishan MRT after that.

Then end of story, lols :D

Take care, girl! :D

2007-03-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

~~im feeling so fcking guilty.~~ i dont have a choice, and i really want to meet you too. ive already caused you to lose the chance of meeting once. i dont want to be the reason why, for the second time. it kills me to see myself taking hapiness away from my own friend. ~~KILL YOURSELF GWYNETH.~~

just being random :D

2007-03-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today's my first visit to HOGC.
Testimonies are inspirational, and service was powerful :D

Jomain, lets do something for the whole school someday!
Lets get it started soon!

WE MUST TAKE A STAND!
Do not give in to demonic deception and pressure! [:

Lol lets study hard, 'cos of CASSSHHHHHHH :D

2007-03-09T03:25:00.000+08:00

screw edulearn!
its like 3.30am and im still doing.
hahahaa :D

dnt think i'll be up early tomorrow.
anywa cassandra, i owe you one post!
you owe me too! (:

2007-03-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

yo went out with my emo boyfriend today.
HAHAHA.

It's not a fashion statement, its a deathwish, / says:
must write say i very shuai okay!

haha you the shuaiest okay? xD

so we walked around HMV, and guess what we saw!

BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD!
SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

heh heh. some random pictures.

and, uhm act emo? LOL.

:D yeah, cassandra, its your turn now!

2007-03-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

tday's the last day of school! :D
ive had enough of it.
waking up so early with horrendous eyebags /:
hmm results arent very good, but im contented (:

got jomain's present after school.
pass to you when i see you on saturday for service okay!
i cant waittttttt :D

cassandra, im really hoping to see you tomorrow!
try your very best okay!

nenque, im sorry i have e-learning on fridayyyy.
seeya next tues okay (:

i hope e-learning doesnt take very long.
its a waste of time, z.

2007-03-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

so bored, still have like geog and history assignment undone?
marks are deducted slowly day by day /:
i feel like punching a pillow /:
had dance prac today for campfire again.
stressss? hhaha.
first i couldnt do the first part of set2 properly.
second im afraid i'll forget everything and screw the performance up on the actual day.
third my legs are breaking S:
God, give me the strength, to overcome this stress!
theres tingxie and dance test tomorrow?
im afraid i'll mix it up with campfire dance -.-
& i keep falling asleep when i see the tingxie paper!
how to learn, how to learn, how to learn /:
Calm my heart down, and grant me a peaceful mind to learn tingxie! Amen!
stress management logbook, where are you!
i need you, lol.

2007-03-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

Didnt do any homework for the weekend, heh X:
Am waiting for hanakimi to load, so im blogging! :D

Anyway, R-chord's grandma had a stroke, but shes out of danger zone alr.
Thankgod!
R-chord's really sweet and sensible.
He composed a song for his grandmother!
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/chord76415&article_id=11154760

I teared when i saw his blogpost& the song he wrote for his grandmother.
I saw my grandmother yesterday when she came to my house, and i realised she's really getting on age. I can still remember vividly during the school holidays, I would go over and stay at her house. We'll go marketing together every morning, talk and laugh about everything.
Whenever im sick, she'll brew chinese medicine for me. Though her legs hurt alot when she walks, she'd come all the way to my house to visit me.
Yet, ever since im in secondary school, I seldom visit her. And it seems like we've sort-of drifted apart. I miss her smiles, dishes. Everything.

I really want to run into her arms right now, and tell her,
'阿嬤, 我很愛你'.'

2007-03-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

while waiting for my song to end, load the video first k.

must wait okay, lol. damn nice, haha :D
and if you cant see the subtitles, click on it to go to youtube.com for bigger screen (:
its a thai advertisement, but they made it into a love story.

enjoy!

2007-03-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

hope you are really alright.
g and j forever! :D
like what you said, we may lose some battles, but we will win the battle in the end!
dont be too distracted, and cure your swollen eyes!
seeya!

& was pretty tired yesterday.
rushed from school to tuition centre.
but was stil late in the end -.-
reached home about 9.45?
yep.

hmm relatives are coming over later, angbaos angbaos :D
and nenque! HOPE YOU FIND YOUR PHONE SOON!
or GET A NEW ONE, hahaha.
we shall shop for keychains and bags during march holis okay! <3

cassandra, you'd better not pangseh me on 8th march! (:

2007-03-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

hoho, i realised that i posted like 203 posts on this blog alr :D
anyway, changed song to one more sad song - aar ^^.

screwed home ecs test tday.
my mind went blank when i saw the paper.
so i filled it up with some stupid answers and went to sleep for the rest of the test /:

had dance prac for campfire aft sch.
my hands and legs cant coordinate -.-
& i forget all the dance steps alr.
/:

G & J hahaha.

2007-02-28T16:29:00.000+08:00

play only after my blog song ends.

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

'If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you

Love, me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you

Love, me
Between now and then
till I see you again
I'll be loving you

Love, me

nice song ^^v
mrs nath played this in class for us.
ive heard this song before, but i didnt know the lyrics.
the lyrics make the song so much more meaningful
hah, enjoy :D
if i had a choice, i wouldnt have left , its killing me

2007-02-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmm these past few days have been rather stressful.
1 down tday, 2 more tomorrow, geog and maths.
i know i'd fail maths, but at least, dont let me fail so badly /:

anyway, sorry(?) for leaving.
i didnt mean to, but i have my own reasons.
do take care& bring it to greater heights.
'll miss all of your (:

kar <3- jiayou shephard, i know you can lead the group well! remember what i said okay (:

sharon <3- sharon i'll miss you la! those retarded drawings& smsing each other ahems. dont be so stressed in 3L and feel that youre dumb! youre not okay, youre smart! well at least smarter than me, haha (:

emily <3- eh you also dont so stressed k! lol strive and work harder. OH and please! take care of seeyi okay! (:

gladys <3- im sorry for leaving. i was the one who brought you there, yet im leaving. dont be sad haha. and yes, everybody has potential! dont fall into the pit you always fall into. get out of it! (:

seeyi <3- i dntknw whats gonna happen to you now. but i believe god will lead the way out for you. jiayou! (:

wna thank those who have helped me any way too.

the last goodbye

2007-02-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

argh theres like 6 tests for this week and the week aft? /:
study gwyneth, study! LOL.
but luckily 8th and 9th march is e-learning day, so dnt need to report to school, heh :D

---
after making a trip to the doc, it was already 11:08 and my tuition's supposed to start at 11:15.
rushed, got lost and couldnt find my way there X:
lol called jackson, so he went down to find me and brought me there.
in the end, both of us were late /:
sorry!

hmm after that went to peiying's house for a while.
she was rushing her gspa or some essay.
so i didnt really talk to her, sat on the chair and stoned.
/:

went to buy some pens aft that, then went home.
copying some clit notes now :D
heh.

2007-02-23T17:16:00.001+08:00

lol didnt go online for the whole day yesterday.

was super tired, so i went straight to bed directly aft my bath when i reach home.

so i slept from 8.30 to 6 this morning X:

heh.

so didnt upload the neos which i promised nenque to.
sorry! really very sorry!

i tried my best, but the bed was tempting me.

---

went to meet nenque at lot1 after school.

like super long never see her alr, hah.

lunched at kfc &laughed like siao again ahhaha.

especially when theres one malay woman whose luggage hit a chair.

and the chair overturned(?)

was super funny please, laughed till they stared at us /:

hmmm then we wanted to buy the same bag, but dnt have bags we both like -.-

so went to take neos.

lol i look dumb -.-

haiya i give up la > x(

the neoprint machine take until very bright.

then i scan then i go act smart go and try make darker

then now the neo like not nice /:

sorrry /:

---

anyway, i cant stand mrs seah& her mosquito voice.

argh like seriously, its getting on my nerves!

&and i cant understand what shes teaching at all.

z. whdvr.

lol anyway, badminton& chinese lesson was :D

2007-02-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

lol why is everybody talking about geog assignment?
i didn't even know there were such things as geog assigment till pple came around asking me.
' eh gwyneth, you got do not, dont do leh '
lol.

anyway dnt even knw what it is, penalty then penalty la.
dnt think mrs teo can do anything though (just look at her!)
hahaha X:
eh let me find it, please! /:

2007-02-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

rotted at home tday.
till peiying came my house at 5plus.

(:

had dinner then left house at 6.45.
wanted to get janice a present to surprise her before meeting her.
but realised almost all the shops were closed.
only have giordano, hang ten etc. -.-

so i reached ps super early, like at 7.15.
and im like supposed to meet her at 7.45
then waited for janice while talking on the phone with nenque :D

lol yep then we decided to watch movies.
but most of the movies screening at that time is either nc16 or m18.
and we knew we couldnt pass off (lol!)

so yep, decided to leave plazasing and head to clarke quay.
the lightings were superb :D
random pictures of us& the scenery (:

(my cam)

(janice's cam)

erps as you can see, janice's cam is much brighter, lol!
yup then we were bored aft a while, so we decided to go chinatown, lol X:

took another route back, and we saw this.

NINETY steps.
was like a never ending staircase la.
kinda creepy cos it was 9+
then there was nobody taking the stairs.
i mean, we could hear no footsteps, no voices, no sound.
kept walking down, and finally we reached, lol.
nice experience haha.

erps, reflection of us?
the orange-shirt woman is just being extra X:

chinatown was super ulu please.
dntknw why, there seemed to be no festive season 'feel' ?
its like almost all the shops were closed.

and as we walked down the road, towards our left and right were dark alleys /:
so we kept telling each other.
' eh the right/left one very ulu leh '
haha then i got spooked.
so we decided to leave.

ended up at toa payoh's macs.
ate sundae, slacked for a while.
and then go home.
lol nice day (:

<3

2007-02-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

hohohum, happy new year! :D
hope you guys get alot of angbaos hahaha.

erps i like my skin! X:
i dled a skin, but i took the pic off X:
&inserted the simplicity words there :D

oh yes, i didnt get to go back to pcps la ><
argh, lessons& ccas were as usual on friday.
HATEHATEHATE!
/:

2007-02-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

argh, didnt have time to blog yesterday > x(
yep anyway happy v.day (:

lol damn cool la, loads of chocs and sweets, etc.
oh and thanks kristel for tht straw heart <3
& all those who gave me sweets, lollipops and chocs :D
mavissssss, cure your ear soon and we shall eat loads of sour stuff hahaha.

&got song dedication :D
cassandraaaaa, you owe me one! haha.
falallaa, we shall get emo soon! heh.

---

tday's total defence day, lol.
food rationing exercise, we had some shit biscuits -.-
z, then there was no electricity for about 3 hours?
even the toilet cant be flushed -.- lol.

yep, i shall go do my jianbao, byebye :D

2007-02-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

hohum, today was great? :D
got to see jess, after a so long time la.
met ben too, he still the same bah? haha.

went to shop for shoes at far east.
then ate hans :D
thanks for the treat, haha.
anyway, jiayou for your sentosa job k.
& a level results! :D

2007-02-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

changed song, kinda noisy, but i like :D
lol, ha ha credits go to darkman :D
thanks and cheerup okay!
though i cant do anything, but at least i want you to know if you wna find me, im always here k.

(:

2007-02-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

screw ms gwee !@#$%
like, fck i cant stand it.
i sacrificed like dnt knw how many hours of sleep just to do tht home econs portfolio of hers and 2 other guides logbook.
& i even skipped learning history test.
history, mind you, it requires studying.

so what did i get in return?
some fcking lecture and she threatened to kick me& sy out of guides?
so smart, i think she forgot she has already stepped down.
she doesnt have any authority.

cassandra, you rock girl! HA HA.
look at this.

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
i know women got PMS and all that shit but SHOULDNT SHE HAVE ALREADY REACHED MENOPAUSE? I MEAN LOOK AT HER!

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
miss gwee will stay a miss for the rest of her life (which is not very long anyway)

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
you know what

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
i reckon she's still a virgin

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
the only thing she's fucked is her showerhead.

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
eh actually today i lied you know

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
i threw away my cloth thing

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
die

Fast lives are stuck in the undertow, says:
i'll tell her i lost it and let her give me zero. wouldnt she love that. she will sure die a happy hag.

HOHO, 3 claps :D

2007-02-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

whoa i have like 2 logbks to complete.
history test to learn.
& home ec portfolio havent handed in X:

popping 3 or 4 warheads at a time to keep myself awake fwaahhas.
super sour ~ lols :D

argh i guess i have to jiayou le, okay byebye :D
p.s - just here to revive the blog, lols.

2007-02-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

seh i just realised my blog's really plain, ha ha.
as in super standard (black and white)
lol /:

elit lesson was cool :D
more than half the class didnt bring/ read the book.
then we had to go out of the class and read the passage?
lol then we all using handphone, chatting, sitting and stretching our legs out!
HA HA HA, nath is damn stupid man. lol.

we even had to stay back to write reflection.
seriously i dont mind making her crazy.
she said shes never had such problems last year.
& said such attitude we have doesnt belong to st nicks -.-
whdvr la, ha ha.
her att so good she go teach university lohs, lols!

fallaalas and seeyi.
His love for us is unconditional :D
do think about it okay.

JOMAIN YOU ROCK PLEASE.
THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING [:
i promise i'll go your church someday de! :D

2007-02-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

argh january's been so busy.
i doubt feburary will be any better /:
its kinda consistent.
its either school, homework {computer}, tv, sleep.
and theres pratically not enough sleep for me.
my eyes are bloodshot and eyebags are hugeeee /:
seeyi says that its horrid! argh, damn.

guess im not going for the international camp at canada/ ireland.
there isnt any enough vacancy.
those who got to sign up for it, cherish it! :D
ha ha.

anyway, sorry nenque for not going out with you since january?
ive been really tied down with sch work, but i promise if i have the time, i'll go out with you de <3

2007-02-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

ohgosh, wna thank siaoyi for helping me take renfred's pic tday
& giving me the redpacket he gave her! <3
though she didnt get his sig, but im contented :D
sigh if only i didnt have guides la, z.

and yes, gladys cheerup okay.
dnt be depressed! /:
i cant promise i'll be there everytime when you need me.
but i'll try my very best alright.
dnt keep troubles to yourself, and i believe you can find others de.
dnt be too sad, CHEERUP.
please.

argh why is everyone so emo nowadays.
and anyway, im alright [:
you guys cheerup too :D

2007-02-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

i dnt knw wht i was trying to do.
when i received the geog paper, i just scribbled some notes and i went to sleep for the rest of the test.
woke up at the last 5mins, teacher was asking me to wake up
& started nagging about sleeping early, etc -.-
didnt care, looked around and realised everybody wrote about 2pages?
seriously i dnt think i can pass.
argh no point whining over here, cant do anything to change reality anyway.

anyway i know renyue wont see this (?)
but really wna thank you for the snack, lols (:

ohyes, jomain's church is very nice xD

HAPPY BDAY CHERYL ! <3

2007-01-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

hohoho, i have geog and engcompo test tomorrow.
just hope for the best (:

anyway, i almost failed science.
lol, hope maths and history will be better :D

2007-01-29T16:45:00.000+08:00

just as i expected, the teacher changed some of our seats today.
& one of those is mine (like, duh lol)

though its less than one month, but at least there were memories?
do bring tht laughter of yours everywhere you go okay?
take care& jiayou for geog test, geog rep! :D

anyway i dnt knw if you get to read this, im really sorry, shirley.

2007-01-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

i dnt knw wht to blog these days.
the content i can blog is so limited /:

i feel like giving up everything;

2007-01-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

27days since o1o1o7
i just want to get it over with.

p.s- dnt get wrong idea, im not pinning any hopes, im serious.
wht i need now is just time to forget, take care.

edited/

2007-01-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

nenque, i know its hard on you.
i cant assure that i can help you, but you'll always find me here okay.
hah, this feeling sucks like hellllllllll /:
dnt get hurt, lets find one day and we shall drink tgt okay?
heh X:

anyway, wna thank emily for hearing me out on the phone ytd though you had test tday! <3

i dnt knw if theres anymore chance for us to laugh tgt again.
but whdvr it is, i believe fate decides it all.

2007-01-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

maths test tday was shit i tell you, lol.
there wasnt any time to check my answers.
but i guess i cant do anything either now, yep.
wait for death to arrive /:
lol.

hmm went to eat pizza.
then it was super spicy (it wasnt supposed to be like that)
me and carmen were dying laas, lol.
then we asked the person if it was supposed to be like that.
then the person said no, then said she made a brand new one for us ^^
ha ha, then she apologised saying that the person was a new-comer.

aft tht went to cut hair.
then sat bus to northpoint, took neos -.-
LOL.

hmm anyway happy advanced birthday carmen! :D
btw, your viola is so heavy! S:
lol /:

2007-01-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

zzz theres maths test tmrw /:
damn tired lol, everyday keep hitting my head cos cant digest stuffs, lols!
then during dance also cant remember dance steps > x(
lol just hope tht tmrw maths test can rmb.
yep, hah.

&& and you know what!
ruth bought the takethat disc and lent it to me.
OHGOSH, I LOVE RUTH TO BITS OKAY <3 <3
like, gosh! when i saw it lying on my table, i was screaming HA HA.
TAKE THAT IS THE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE! x)

2007-01-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

hohos X:
guess i got the cleancolour marker disease from carmen?
ha ha, went to popular aft sch with seeyi to buy all these markers X:
buy le very shuang, hah.

it might be momentarily hapiness, but who cares!
at least got something to be happy about, HA HA.
xD

lol back to tday, got caught slping during assembly.
damn, the prefect came from behind and suddenly slapped my back and said
'hey are you asleep, wake up'
lol chua tio, then wake up lohs.

then during clit tday, the room blacked out hahaha.
so we're all rejoicing, but it came back after 15mins?
so yeah /:

hmm guess ive got nothing much to blog about le,
haha i shall go finish up my art!
byebye :D

2007-01-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

hah my bill(15dec-15jan) came tday.
as usual, 1500+ msges, outgoing 475mins.
my father refuse to pay my bill for me this time, hah.
so i guess i gotta skip meals /:
& i still owe sharon money, gosh.

lols and my blogsong got problem, z.
keeps stopping, dno why lol.
dnt care /:

gotta go pack bag le, byebye.

2007-01-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

well school these days are tiring, yet funny at the same time :D
got seeyi and wenjing as my tablemate!
its really nice to have friends to go crazy everyday with you& get scolded by teachers tgt X:

' wenjing, seeyi, gwen' can you stay focused? HA HA HA.
mdm seah is superduper funny, lol.
she was like saying ' i everyday scold people scold until my face so ugly '
lol, me and seeyi kept laughing and we got scolded hahaha.
who cares la ><
its like, we get scolded for almost every lesson bcos of laughing lol /:

chem was really boring,
looked across and communicated with ruth (2wisdom)
through hand signal fwahahhas.
she was having bio, so we were both bored hah.
ha ha ruth entertainer X:

hmm and the geog thing, lols damn hilarious hah.
wenjing was laughing for dno-what-reason, then seeyi started laughing, then we all started laughing.
then the teacher was asking ' why are you laughing? the girl beside wenjing tell me why. aft class come and see me '
HA HA HA, when actually we laughed for no particular reason lols.

and carmen! we're like going to toilet almost every lesson x)

lol lovin and chingying also very funny.
we're like laughing cos chingying didnt bear to see her sunset picture being cut out and seeyi actually went to cut a lil alr.
and chingying said 'bu jian ye bu ke yi'
HA HA HA, superrr funny la.

hah and seeyi, good luck for being geog rep ;D
lalala i wna cut hairrrrrr

2007-01-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

lol apparently estherbelle just posted a pic of wenjing and me on her blog.
and my eyes are closed -.-
z lol, forget it hah.

i dnt want to go school, rahhhh /:

2007-01-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

i hate mondays, lol.
and tuesdays.
and wednesday thursday and friday.
& saturday and sunday /:

im telling myself to work really hard for this year.
yet when im mugging, i dont see the point.
rah rahh i dno what am i talking about lol.
forget it /:

here are the lyrics for my new song :D
one thing ive realised is that, this song can relieve stress lols.
sing along to it, you'll feel better (:

Patience
Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration that any minute all the pain will stop
just hold me close inside your arms tonight don't be too hard on my emotions

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing just try and have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation, the one that I can always depend
I'll try to be strong believe me
I'm trying to move on it's complicated but understanding.

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing, just try and have little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah
Cause the scars run so deep it's been hard but I have to believe
have a little patience
have a little patience

Whooo cause I just need time
My heart is numb has no feeling so while I'm still healing
just try and have a little patience, have a little patience
my heart is numb has no feeling so while I'm still healing
just try and have a little patience.

take that is the love <3

2007-01-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

its monday tmrw /:
really dnt knw wht to look forward to.
seeyi's sick& shes not coming to school tmrw! > x(
tht means tht i have one friend lesser to talk to.
wait till you get well then we go eat orange bowl tgt okay :D
restwell& take care! god bless # <3

its been raining these days, so you guys must take care!
dont fall sick hah.

btw, i deleted one of the older post cos it was kinda racist, haah yep X:
changed song& front note/

2007-01-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

i realised im super sleep deprived since sch reopened /:
for the last two saturdays, i woke up at 7+ for guides stuff.
zzz, lol.

yep so went to hihs, do the rehearsal.
yaddayadda.
then went off to hougang mall.
lunched then wanted to go see campus superstar people.
LOL, cos got the tv show 'ying huo chong de meng'
but in the end, i didnt.
and went for church, ahaha.
lol holy holy xD

rushed for first service, but the sermon started a lil le /:
and the guys there are very noisy rahhhh.
last week like tht, this week also.
lol bo bian.

so left somerset and then go cityhall the esplanade there.
for this feilunhai thingy, lol.
then sharon sy and me went to eat haagen danz.
woah shuang, lol xD
yeah then go for dinner then go home.

lol i cant wait for ying huo chong de meng! xD

2007-01-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

hmm today was quite unlucky, lol.

did some chem experiment, and broke this glass equipment.
its the first breakage of 2007 hahaha.
melted the copper wire also, LOL.
tsk tsk.

then we got mrs teo for geog.
!@#$% she is super short la, not like im very tall.
but as in like, shes showing us some stuff using the OHP.
and the OHP is taller than her la ><
and she mentioned something about parrots (like, we're interested in it)
and i think she sounded like one la, z lol.

hmm then me and sy was laughing for the whole lesson.
ayu and carmen were asking us why are we laughing .
then we started passing notes around.
then the teacher saw and said 'can i share the joke?'
then she saw all the stuffs about her.
and asked ayu ' why are you so disrespectful?'
guess what ayu replied!
' ask my mother la '
WHOOOOOT! ^^
i guess it left the speechless for a quite a long time.
heh heh X:

then aft sch lunched with the followupees, met sy and went off to bugis.
yaddayadda, then went to suntec city.
saw jomain and her friends.
this world's really small, lol.

studied for a while then left (:
tmrw's dance enrichment o.O
hahaha i kind of look forward to it lol X:

shall blog about it tmrw. byebyes!

2007-01-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

hello! lol, yeah finally got time to blog (:
tday's the first time i came back so early from school since school reopened.
hmm yep, schedule quite filled this week /:

nothing much happened tday.
the bio test was shit, lol.
had cg aft sch today :D
first time nea1(b) functioning alone.
hm i guess still okay?
but of course, nea1(a) + (b) caregroup is still the best!
like suddenly, the laughter left half only T-T

but i guess its alright cos next week we're having zion cg!
yayness hahaha would really like to see you guys soon.
ahhh janice i misss youuuuu /:
p.s : thanks for being there for me& sorry for taking up your time at night sorry! you also must jiayou and stay strong like you told me to! loads of <3!

lalala thankgod for the pple who came for cg today also. heh.
specially kar, sharon& gladys who have worked so hard to make this a successful one (:
emily! must come next week! :D

btw saw paul twohill tday in the bus lol.
i think he looks nicer in real life.
and his makeup is really thick.
i like his eyeliner HA HA.
lol, he dropped at the amk mrt yep.

2007-01-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

tday's the first official day whereby lessons commence.
hm i got two tchrs who came into my class mad lol.

for elit, me wenj and seeyi was sketching pictures and we didnt write the short report tht we're supposed to do.
therefore, she sent us out of the class to finish it up.
then we walked to specs stand and sit dwn there (look at sky) lol!
didnt go in until she called us in and she told us she was super annoyed with us, lol.
didnt do and bring her homework also, could tell she hated me, lol.
theres eng/elit lesson everyday, shall see her tmrw again lol!

for maths, i was asking seeyi how to differentiate a 'simple compound& compound interest' question and she told me its stated in the question.
then, i started laughing at my own stupidity.
the tchr turned and stared at me and started blabbering stuffs about class participation and when to be serious, etc.
then, she asked for my name and attempt a maths question.
thank god i knew how to ;D
if not i'll lose face, LOL.

yeah then went for rc@rc lol.
couldnt really concentrate though, lol.
thought of alot of stuffs on the bus journey home, till my bus overshot over a few stops from my house /:

sighs, all kept inside ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
someone please bomb my heart away.